My Food Challenges

Hi guys,

I'm quite lucky to say I've never had any strong 'fear foods' in the sense that these foods cause genuine anxiety and panic, however there are certain foods that I go out of my way to avoid or generally feel uncomfortable at the thought of eating. So... this is my list!

('Semi-fear') foods I would like to eat:

Stroganoff
Pasta
Stir fry
Shepard's pie
Pancakes
Tacos
Enchiladas
Quiche
Crumble
Ice cream
Afternoon tea
Fruit juice
Risotto
Crisp sandwiches
Sausage sandwiches
Afternoon tea
A pasty
American pancake stacks
Croissants
Sweet waffles
Cinnamon rolls
Ice lollies

Foods I would like to cook/bake (again, on some occasions - I always loved baking!):

Praline
Scones
Cider
Beer
Kombucha
Lattes
Polish-style stuffed cabbage
Bread and butter pudding
Coconut yoghurt
Pumpkin pie
Pecan pie

I feel like I should also point out that I'm a vegan, so any recipes for these things on here will be veggie-friendly :)

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